right & wrong savage and saint figment and fact false barriers an attempt in essence to assure ones dominance seperate oneself from our primal right to be ungoverned free of influence unobscured yet odly we help to build this wall and for every brick taken asunder two more assume its place society is failing freedom is falling our primitive ways though natural have become an abomination unacceptable in this pericarp of life this phantasm of hope forced evolution not of body as was intended but of will understanding self purpose
an affirmation of ones diluted sense of superiority
whats wrong with giving up giving in is it so inhuman to when life offers no valid purpose throw in the towel and what of self ignorance to say there's so much to live for what? What the hell do they have to live for if they do decide to god forbid step away from the edge then what... years of psychiatric "help" fuck their help since when is druging someone up helpfull, hell, if thats the case couldnt my dealer be a psychiatrist "smoke two of these and call me in the morning" you Know what I say... FUCK your views of write and wrong fuck your perception of their life unless you've lived it there's no way in hell you can understand what they're going through so i say jump pick up that razor pull that fucking triger because in the end you'll know whats best
Not them
and definitely not some pompous asshole with a degree
all of my sites have fallen into dissrepair... i'd fix them but in all honesty i couldnt care less...
to busy with life these days...
n e way guys... i'll try and keep this page running, but as far as the arcade, music page, chat page, ... oh and the forums (that i stoped using the day i made them) will just have to wait
transient thoughts vehemant cries failing an abrupt close to this enigmatic wonder this self worth value measured in property menial tasks a procured manifesto my life invested hence the irony that what one works so hard for, another gains in brief instance the petty theft of ones hopes and dreams their meaning their defining feature lost, What is worth what is value not this the subtle idiosyncrasies of an unkempt mind left with nothing but these thoughts idol memories forgotten to remember what you've had worked so damn hard for
and lost
_____________________________________________ Major Problem People
LISTEN UP!!!
Some One Jacked My FUCKING RIMS... I Need Your Help.. These Are 20in Synergy rims by Lexani. Very Uncommon In So. CAL. If YOur In THe Long Beach Area Then Please, Keep An Eye Out, I'm 18 and I worked my ass off for 3 years to afford this car... those rims cost me 3 grand Total. I CANT AFFORD THIS. Pl'z If Your In THe LONG BEACH AREA, KEEP AN EYE OUT
IF THis Bitch Thinks He's Getting Away With This He's Wrong I've Got A Fucking Army Of People hunting His Ass Down As We Speak...
I Just Found Out About it This Morning... If I Dont Get The Rims Back I'll Have To Sell My Baby... Please help
tell me this oh utter hue the faded wretch withdrawn Ascend By 2's the tattered wings of caffeine dreams far gone Fuck this world your sense of life this intellect forbade embrace the words my state of mind these thoughts from which we fade awake to feed the hate the fear the fuel from which most flee set ablaze the light of truth embrace your tragedy a word uncouth befitting youth the age from which we stray an honest end from which we strafe For Nonexistent days
Amazingly enough, I just gained a day...thought it was Saturday, but its Sunday... how cool is that?
N E Way... Guess I should write something
These Words With Meaning All Their Own Long For Acceptance Serching For Their Place Upon The Page Somewhere Safe Secure Where Appearance Is Pointless And Meaning Is Everything
This Seems Like A Good Place To Start...
These My Dear Readers Are A Few Bits And Pieces That I Have Yet To Find An Ending For... So Judge Them Not For What They Are, But What They May Become ---
Depict In Me Your Graven Hope The Pain From Which We Feign Our Lasting Cries resounding peace The Placid Staved Inane ______________________________
Fail To See The Desperate Act I've Tried So hard So Fucking Hard But This Is It All I Have ______________________________
This Utter Interminable Self Raught Individuality ______________________________
Taking Hold A Final Time To Mend The Edge Of Reason ______________________________
turn away fail to see the forgotten truth from which we fade embrace the cause your utter loss The Fragments Of A Soul Unkempt Endure These Words The Placid Lies From Which I Fall For The Only Grasp I Posses Is But A Single Strand Stretched Twisted And Malformed On The Verge Of Disjunction ______________________________
Continue On Remember These Words Long Since Spoken A Whispered Promise A Solemn Vow Forever True
